The Moment That Never wanted to be REMEMBERED

Within the dark cloud, it shines.

To know you is good,
to fall for you is bad.
To be friend with you is good,
to understand you is bad. 

To interact with you is good,
to be avoided by you is bad.
To be acknowledge by you is good,
to be just that is bad.


To forget you is good,
to not see you is bad.
To smile to you is good,
to be close with you is bad.


To laugh with you is good,
making a place in my heart is bad.
To make an end point is good,
to make a heart hurt is bad......


The sensitivity of my heart actually tell me all this. Can I just not notice what I can know about my heart? Can I keep going as a loner instead?
Not caring and concern of anything except for those who is dear to me?